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~simple is beautiful~

2009-08-06T03:35:00.000-07:00

I've been having problems with my eyes that even when wearing specs, my eyes felt dry. "Hey, ur eyes are red" When i used to work at NRUC Income that comment can be heard from 5 different ppl in a day. But for em its normal and i have never take the matter seriously until last Tues when i removed my contact lens and realised my vision was blurred, blinked, put eye drops, still same. Experienced this before but its not been this long so i think its just my illusion so decided to wear my specs, man, it blurred also and its pain. So decided to just sleep with the bad eyes and tadah, when i woke up my vision was back to normal. Next day decided to wear glasses and of course theres lots of comment at work.

So today i took MC and went to eye center, no need to ask how much i pay, heart ache. Doc say as i have sensitive ayes due to my sensitive skin which used up alot of oxygen. The doc showed my inner lid and its all red and swollen. So i will have to cut down on wearing contact lens. Haiay, there goes my glamour... Wee..

Looking forward to weekend, though working on fri and sat.

~simplicity is me~

2009-07-25T00:21:00.000-07:00

Hi there! Back to blogging as there is some love ones out there feedback that they are not able to know my well being without me blogging. Hee... So Sweet...

Let me state the reasons for my dissapearance:

My PC is giving problem
Tight schedule
Don't think there is a need to blog

My momentum for blog has return and here i am.

Recently i download pictures but it just doesn't appear on my bloggie. That got me pissed.

2moro going JB with honey and honey's mummy to get his Hari Raya baju kurung then we gonna eat satay and his uncle home in JB. Wee...

I agree with cuzzie Sue, love is beautiful. I'm really in love with my sweetheart, going 2 years and going stronger days by days though as usual we squabble alot.

Yesterday after work at 10 go Mustafa with honey, had fun shopping but the terrible part is getting a taxi there, its like everyone fighting for taxi. tell honey won't come there at night anymore.

Gotta back to work...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2009-05-07T08:12:00.001-07:00

Its been sometimes since i updated my blog. Quite busy with work, most of my shift is afternoon. So ussually meet my galfrenz on Tues that is my official off day and spent a weekday with my family ad sweetheart.

I'm missing my galfrens, sometimes i wonder if they miss me, even with my busy schedule i tried to sms them. Even if i don't sms, i always pray and think of them but i wonder do they ever think of me like i do think of them. I believe they do and i really hope so. Its not the attention i want, i only want their prayers and concern.

I promise myself not to let small things get between our relationship especially the past but when it do, i'm the one who's hurt most. Sometimes i think i'm just plain silly, letting things that does not even affect the relationship merge in between. In short creating problem when theres none. Radiah move on, be thankful, treasure what you have, not everyone is as lucky as you. I'm afraid to do even a single mistake cause i can't afford to lose him.

Citygal outz.

~simplicity is me~

2009-04-13T20:26:00.000-07:00

I am happy... My life is prefectly fine, a stable job, good colleagues, great family and friends and a lovely boyfriend.

Work... Theres always failures and discouragements, sometimes when work done is just not appreciated, it just pulls me down. Now i will just follow the flow, just do my best and importantly i have to do it sincerely. I won't give a damn on whatever negative things people say about me unless its really my fault.

My health, its really bad in and out. I can't eat much as my appetite is affected by the braces. Oh ya, i lost 1 kg in 2 weeks, great.. The braces are causing ulcers and affecting my already dried lips. But i have slowly adapt and explored the different types of food that i can chew compared to the first week where i can only eat soft and liquid food only.

Love life, me and him, we look happy, thats what people say. We are one crazy couple but no one knows if we ever had conflict. And no one ever know that once or twice we nearly make a wrong move. Behind our happiness i felt that something is missing, theres always a gap which i can't figure out what it is. But whatever it is, deep in my heart and i believe he knoes that, he is the only one i love and he is the one i wanna be with forever.

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2009-04-07T08:19:00.000-07:00

Weee.. I turned 22 on 3rd April, i had birthday off and i date mummy at Compass Point. In the evening we went to my cuzzie house for his solemnization(nikah. After all is gathered, we head to the bride's house for the ceremony. By the time reached home about 12. i had difficulties opening my eues the next day for work. Below are the pics on the actual wedding ceromony on sun, 5th April.

The aunties plus 2 uninvited uncles and me

Part of the big family, mum is the model of the day
The grrom wants to bring the bride away

my lil nephew

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2009-04-02T06:36:00.001-07:00

How time flies so fast... Its been 2 days since i put up my braces and tomorrow i gonna be 22. For goodness sake 22! I felt like i still roaming around NYP with Zila and anak kambing... Hee... I miss NYP and my dear kakis...

Oh ya, brace hurts, my colleagues and families knows my suffering cause i have been whining. Dear went for reservist yesterday and will be back on sat night but last night and tonight he managed to go home. Wee...

Monday night before i put up my braces, sweetheart brings me to Al Amin for seafood and for goodness sake i really come there to have my final good and satisfying meal before my toturing braces. I was really surprise i can chomp on the rice without having much trouble as i used to. After seafood, we had fried ice cream. Wee but i dirtied the tables. Hee... Thanks dear for the great meal.

Tuesday was the day i put up my dear braces. Dear took leave only to laugh at me with my braces. My mum say i look nice, one of my colleague too...

I am just so sad not because the braces hurt but i can't imagine how long i can live without junk food... For the moment i am just eating porride, whipped potato, cakes and cereals...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2009-03-24T07:26:00.000-07:00

Finally braces is just a week away! weee... Feeling nervous but no turning back. Last week extract 2 teeths, today 2 more teeths extracted and the dentist put in seperators which is in a form of small rubber bands but its not visible. The dentist showed me the mirror to show where he put the rubber bands but i can't spot it maybe i was too nervous waiting for my tooth to be extracted.

Dear gonna take leave on the day i put my braces, weee. Brother going KL trip 2moro, been whining that i wanna follow but too bad all of his friends going are guys and i can see that bro really don't want me to be around for his KL trip, hee. I told mum that i really wanna go KL and she say we will go on a holiday soon... Hee.. Meanwhile i will source out good offer for KL or Batam trip, heee..

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2009-03-15T18:14:00.000-07:00

I have been thinking so much and easily affected with minor things and happenings in my life.. Been very the attention seeking and sometimes Dear can't understand me too but Alhamdullilah(with gods will), we have ways to get our relationship back on track.

Last week went to Hort Park. Hort Park = FUN! There are alot of beautiful things out there... Let me show some snapshots. Hee..

My dear daughter Fairuz has a blogshop! Thatz fast... Please do visit her blog at http://fashion-n-sense.blogspot.com/. There may be something that caught your eye.

wee

me n my sweetheart

nice right, me and Dear wants this type of Garden at our future house... Like real eh..

Next outing still planning... Heee...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2009-03-07T16:48:00.000-08:00

Ku cuba redakan relung hati
Bayangamu yg berlalu pergi
Terlukis di dalam kenangan
Bebas bermain di hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta oooohhhhhh….
Aku cinta ooooooo…..
Aku cinta oooohhhhhh….
Aku cinta ooooooo…..

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta oooohhhhhh….
Aku cinta ooooooo…..
Aku cinta oooohhhhhh….
Aku cinta ooooooo…..

Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Oooooooooo….

Aizat
Hanya Kau Yang Mampu

Both of us not going anywhere, We are staying close each other till the end

~simple is beautiful~

2009-02-27T08:10:00.000-08:00

Although works get complicated day by day and I have new things to learn everyday, i am enjoying what i am doing.

My mind is all over the place, i tends to get impatient this few days even at work. Although i am enjoying work, work tends to get abit heavy when i have to handle difficult and weird customers and doing my work at the same time.

Sometime things doesn't turn out as what we hoped and when this happened to a friend, you don't know what to do, a small little wrong move will hurt the already wounded person. It hurts to see a friend in that situation. And this is worst as both wounded person are my close friends, one take the wrong move and regret it and the other one is dissapointed by the other descision on the move without knowing the reason why the other take the wrong move at the first place. I am the bridge on how they came about to know each other. I am lost.

Citygl outz.

~simplicity is me~

2009-02-14T18:41:00.000-08:00

I went through so much and finally have attain much happiness. I am happy but what am i thinking? It is bothering me now and then but its a mixed of feelings, i really can't figure out what causing it...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2009-02-14T04:51:00.000-08:00

14 feb - Went JB with sweetheart. We are not celebrating Valentines day but we just wanna have fun and spent quality time together. Went to Giant and skudai and bought blue cloth although it was in different shade for our Raya this year. Dear gonna wear Malay traditional clothes after 10 long years. Psst, he told me the last time he wore malay traditional clothes was in sec 4. Hee...

After that we went to City Square and have our lunch at Vivo. Yeah, the food was nice but i have to wait for nearly an hour for my food. The family who came abit later then us already finished their food when my food just reached our table. Dear ate first but he never enjoyed his food cause he was frustrated that i have to wait so long for my food. And when my food finally came, i ate quite fast as i was sooo hungry. Hee...

Bout 4 plus, we are already at Woodlands Interchange. When we are wauiting for the bus, Dear told me he have to go to the toilet urgently. I was like, why just now never go, we are already inside the queue. He managed to get himself out cause there is only one person in front of us in the queue. He came back smiling and i was like, feeling better haa. He smiled and say yes. Still, i never suspect anything. In the bus, dear was trying to pull out something from his bag, i does not give much attention, i thought he was just arranging things in his bag. Suddenly i saw him holding a stalk of rose, i was like.... speechless..... i LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH!

citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2009-02-03T16:43:00.000-08:00

Hey... Its been sometimes since i update my blog, quite tight with work and my free time are spent for familes, frens, my sweetheart and of course housework.

26 jan, CNY went to Botanical Gardens with Dear. Though i was not feeling that well, me had much fun. Today went to Pasir Ris with Dear. Today was my off day so decide to go for deental appointment for braces so my sweetheart take leave just to accompany me. So to start it off, i had a consultation with the doctor regarding the braces. After that went to Pasir Ris with sweetheart. Took some pics, will upload soon.

So heres the pics for Botanical Garden, its finally out. Hee..

hee... under his block after a tired day

wee... i am wet

our reflection

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2009-01-18T18:02:00.001-08:00

Hey i'm back from my Induction training at NACLI which is located at Buona Vista. Although its quite boring cause there is alot of lectures and briefing, i learnt alot and the most important thing is that i made great friends. My Induction mates are all great people. Few hours with them and we start mingling very well.

The 4 days 3 nights camp made us closer. At night we are ussually free on our own so we set on doing our own activities like supper, night walk at Kent Ridge Park and also night movie(IP man) at the theathrette.

Of course within that 4 days i miss my family and my sweetheart so much. Don't manage to talk to sweetheart that much during the 4 days as by the time i want to call him, he's already asleep. Sweetheart was also not feeling well that time, so i prefer to let him sleep early and have a good rest.

i'm trying to be back up singer

6 of us squeeze into Haizad lil Subaru and i'm the victim
me n Patsy

us again

in the ferry to OBS

night walk @Kentridge Park

whats with my face

my team mates

@ class

me n rhoo, mu bunk mates @ lil sista

our supper on mon!

playing wii, fun eh

too engrossed

whats with the face

supper.... i bought a drink only, hee

In short, i had fun, suppose to meet them again on 27 Jan, but i have to see to it...

Citygalz out...

~simplicity is me~

2009-01-10T05:01:00.000-08:00

The mening of my Birthhday:
Although you are innocent and romantic but your expression often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double personality, it's hard for others to really know the real you. You are careful and patient. Your Love, Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree.

Your greatest STRENGTHS ...
Strongly loyal to family values.

Your greatest WEAKNESS ...
Pessimistic, haughty and sometimes unsociable and miserly.

Jobs you should pursue ...
Contractors, directors, architects, engineers and editors.

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2009-01-04T04:30:00.000-08:00

I keep doing stupid mistakes at work. The mistakes are so small and simple that it makes me feel miserable thinking about it. At times i nearly done the right things but my ignorant behaviour and distractions still lead me to the wrong actions. My manager had to remind me upteen times to be careful and make sure i check the things i done. But the question is how many times she's going to remind me. I just received a call from her, 836pm on a Sunday when i am online clearing my mind.

God protect me, i am very new to this job, i can't afford to do lots of stupid mistakes in only 2 months.

~simplicity is me~

2009-01-03T20:10:00.000-08:00

31122008 - Celebrated 2008 countdown at my workplace, Cheng San CC. A good experience for me though, was invited last year but i rather celebrated it with my Dear Poly frens. I still remember 2007 countdown, I celebrated the afternoon with Dear, the evening was with my poly frens, missing them right now. Have plans to meet them but just couldn't find the time where each of us is free.
Back to 31122008, it was a great evening, though tiring, i just feel the joy and fun. I was walking around the CC distributing clappers when i heard everyone counting, i was like, "Its 12am? So fast?" So i quickly take my clappers out and run to find my colleagues, hee...

01012009 - Went out with dear for awhile, most of my time was spent resting at home.

03012009 - A memorable day for me and Dear. We went to Mount Faber. I have been wanting to go Mount Faber as i was curious with the recent trend of youngsters going to Henderson Wave, so we were like finding the Henderson Wave when we reached there. Finding Heenderson Wave was easy but we got lost going back to the place where we the bus drop us and we took a different way out from where we enter Henderson Wave. Hee..

Dear wanted to catch the sunset so much and we spent the evening staring at the sky and taking pictures with the sun... hee..

I love Dear so much...

Our romantic moments... hee

Us with the unmoved cable car.. hee

Henderson Wave

Step artist lah tu...

Just love the scenery

Citygal outz

~siplicity is me~

2008-12-30T07:01:00.000-08:00

How time flies so fast... Tomorrow will be the eve of New Year and Thursday will enter a New Year-2009. 2008 has been a long year and lots have happened.
Listed below is the happenings in my life in the year 2008 (in random).

I strived very hard to survive my job at NTUC Income and not only did i manage to improve and get more sales, i managed to get the top 5 most improved Outbound Telesales and got myself 250 bucks.
I got attached with my Dear, Syaiful Bahtiar Bin Kahmis on 31st July 2008 and got ourself a couple ring.
I was recruited by People's Association as Community Development Executive at Cheng San CC. I used to work at Cheng San CC as temp staff after i finished Poly and therefore managed to get a recommendation for that post.
I celebrated my 21st Birthday and it was the first birthday i got to celebrate with a guy (Of course it was with Dear). Hee....
I revamp part of my room, bought a bed, dressing table, bamboo carpet and table lamp.

2008 has been a meaningful year for me. I have learnt alot this year from my working life to love life. Its all a new experience for me and i will take every failure and mistakes as a lesson. I grew up to be an a independent lady but theres always a weakness in everybody. I lacked the strength and confidence to bring myself forward.

2009, physical change - i will promise myself i will put on braces.

2009, I promise myself it will be a better year for my working and love life.

With gods will, 2009 will be a wonderful year for this lady who is growing up very fast but deep within, she is still a young cheerful girl who is craving for attention and love.

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-12-21T04:07:00.000-08:00

2day went JB with dear! Wee... We shop n shop will we wanna drop. We had our brunch at Kenny Rogers, yummy... Been wanting to eat at Kenny Rogers but the opportunity just didn't come... heee...

Bought Twillight book and also a watch. Really contented. Then we head down to Larkin and bought a box of Dunkin Doughnuts. Oh yeah, Malaysia Checkpoint have really went through a revamp. It is totally different with the old Checkpoint. But there are much more procedures and security measures. But just amazed by the makeover.

Dear, we go Jb again k next year?

Dear look good 2day...

My beautiful watch

Watched the movie, was moved by the story that i decide to buy the book.

Our Tabgy chicken spaggetti.

Ct in pink

13 dec, went to Foreign Bodies Production at NYP. The show was very entertaining, Zila done a great performance. Do keep me inform for next year event kz.

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-12-07T18:18:00.000-08:00

I am missing my dear, he's away to Melaka, back to his village. Dear is so sweet, though he's away, he still msg me now and then, he even sent me a wake up msg yesterday morning to remind me for morning prayer. He's so used to doing it everyday but i told him not to do it today as i don't want him to faint when he saw his handphone bill. Hee... Dear coming back tomorrow, wee... Gonna surprise him when he is back.

Today is lil Fairuz bdae, have fun gal, ur present is ready, mummy will give ya when we meet k dear. Tomorrow gonna meet Ying and Evon, miss them lots especially dear Ying who is back from holiday. Gonna have fun 2moro.

Citygal outz.

~simplicity is me~

2008-12-05T21:59:00.000-08:00

SITI RADIAH's astrological profile

Sun in Aries

When SITI RADIAH was born, the Sun was in the Sign Aries, the Warrior. SITI RADIAH has a fierce capacity for loyalty, and expects it in return. Like a warrior, she prefers honesty and directness, without a lot of verbal frou-frou or psychobabble. There is an elevated need for shared experiences of extremity, adventure and intensity, and if the relationship does not offer enough of them, Arian energy can easily turn tense and edgy, even combative. A great intimate art for SITI RADIAH, one upon which the viability of all her relationships depends, is to make sure she is fighting about what she is actually angry about. There's a risk, in other words, of expressing the energies of sexual frustration in the form of what appears, for example, to be a stupidly inflated argument over politics. Still, SITI RADIAH brings many wonderful qualities to the table of love: the warrior's ability to make strong vows and keep them, a fierce devotion to truth, and a grand quality of aliveness.

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-11-30T05:36:00.001-08:00

Yesterday, 29 nov was Dear sis, Kak Salinah's big day. Although it was a very simple ceremony, it was such a happy ocassion. Dear was also busy helping around a and taking pictures but not of the bride, picz ppl crying and eating. Hee...

I met dear younger and older sis but not the other family members. Dear family was a cheerful and friendly bunch. Very the welcoming, not even a second i felt lost or alone. Dear was always there accompanying me. There was once i sat with his cuzzies and dear was msging me asking where i am.

Felt so happy for Kak Salinah, may her marriage last forever.

Dear, i love u soo much....

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-11-17T06:38:00.001-08:00

I just felt i am getting further and further from them. Yes, I don't manage to spent much time as i used to be, but they have to understand that i have hectic schedule. When i am used to be the first or second one to know about the outing, I will be the last one or not told at all about the meeting. Though they knew i can't make it at certain timings, they can have the tendency to inform me so that i can at least dropped by for awhile if the time permits or who knows its my off day. When once or twice i smsed them sayong i missed them, none bother to reply... I am dissapointed....

Citygal outz...

2008-11-15T22:19:00.000-08:00

Your Desire: The Basis of Your Mutual Attraction

Syaiful Bahtiar Kahmis's Sun Conjunct siti radiah zakariah's Pluto:

Syaiful Bahtiar Kahmis is fascinated, intrigued and sometimes even mesmerized by siti radiah zakariah. You draw out one another's deepest, most hidden feelings, drives and desires. This spirit of discovery -- the uncovering of your inner needs and urges -- is likely to cause both of you to undergo some major personality changes through the course of this relationship. You share a deep, passionate and sexual bond; this is by no means a light or superficial relationship!

siti radiah zakariah's Venus Opposition Syaiful Bahtiar Kahmis's Mars:

Your sexual attraction is intense, even irresistible. Your passion and desire for each other will always remain alive, but will likely have elements of possessiveness or jealousy. It is likely that both of you will abhor any indication that there is competition for your sweetheart's heart.

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-11-15T21:36:00.000-08:00

I finally managed to upload Dear's bdae celebration at Changi Airport. I wanted to make it a simple celebration but memorable. Glad, Dear love it and both of us did have a great time. We had lunch cum dinner at Swensen's. It was really filling and satisfying...

I love the banan spilt!

Our lunch cum dinner...

Dear super big burger

Mine... hee... I forgot the name...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-11-03T20:16:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday after work me n my bro rushed to JB to attend my Cuzzie wedding on Sunday. We went out from at 7 plus and managed to reach our cuzzie home at 9pm. Below are the picture, don't feel like blogging... Will be back with pictures of birthday celebratiuon with deare on 25th sept though his bdae was on 2nd Novemeber. It was a n advanced bdae celebration as i was not in town on 2nd Nov.

me n kak ida

Preety bride and handsome groom..

Fill up fuel before everything started

with my cute lil cuzzie

me n mum
with kak yana n ais, all dolled up

my cute naughty nephew

yang, make sure ours is like this k, hee

the preety bride in yellow

me n my charming bro ready to go JB

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-10-28T21:37:00.000-07:00

Romantic Compatibility Reading for Siti Radiah & Syaiful Bahtiar

Syaiful Bahtiar Kahmis's Sun Conjunct Siti Radiah Zakariah's Pluto:

You draw out each other's deepest, hidden feelings, drives, needs, and ambitions. The uncovering of your inner needs and hopes is likely to cause both of you to undergo some major personality changes. You share a deep, inner bond; this is not a light or superficial relationship. You may go on a crusade together and jointly pursue shared interests with unusual intensity and dedication.

Siti Radiah Zakariah's Sun Opposition Syaiful Bahtiar Kahmis's Saturn:

It is likely that a restrictive, limiting, and even oppressive tone develops in this relationship. Syaiful Bahtiar Kahmis can fall into the role of being the parent, teacher, or taskmaster of Siti Radiah Zakariah, causing Siti Radiah Zakariah to feel inhibited and confined by Syaiful Bahtiar Kahmis's seriousness and inflexibility. If Siti Radiah Zakariah can benefit from the responsible and concerned attitude of Syaiful Bahtiar Kahmis and Syaiful Bahtiar Kahmis can refrain from taking problems or concerns too seriously, then the positive sense of maturity, responsibility, and stability of the relationship can overcome the negative tendencies.

Syaiful Bahtiar Kahmis's Sun Trine Siti Radiah Zakariah's Venus:

Yours is a congenial and enjoyable relationship, for you both appreciate and like one another. You also share a similarity in tastes and enjoyment of leisure activities and pleasures.

Syaiful Bahtiar Kahmis's Sun Sextile Siti Radiah Zakariah's Neptune:

The two of you have a strong intuitive understanding of each other, and you inspire each other's imagination, idealism, and aspirations. You help each other to become clearer about your ideals and religious inclinations, and together you develop a greater sense of meaning and purpose in your lives. You help each other to look beyond the daily problems and issues of your personal lives and focus more on altruistic goals and broader issues.

~simplicity is me~

2008-10-22T05:38:00.000-07:00

I am trying very hard to absorb the duties and job proccesses taught by my colleagues and my supervisor. Having to do Accounts was the hardest part. I totally blurred out when my asst manger told me about the Accounts document. Since graduated, i have avoided applying for Accounts job even if its Admin cum Accounts Assistant as in half Admin, half Accounts.

Last few days my mind was blurred. Worried over work take abit space of my mind but it is still manageable as i have my colleagues to help me out and cheer me up with their antics. Since i was in primary school, i was always having friendship problem and it was always a complicated case. Lucky me, Dear was alaways there to hear to my problems. He have always been a good listener and adviser.

I was on afternoon shift yesterday and Dear accompanied me for dinner. So sweet of him and he's there to listen to my storytelling. I really wished i have not done the small mistake. I promise myself and Dear, i will never do it again.

Citygal outz.

~simplicity is me~

2008-10-17T19:16:00.000-07:00

I have a recent pastime hobby which is very addictive - window shopping online. I was amazed by all the great prices and goods offered by blogshops. But bare in mind, the goods might be cheap but do not forget the prices are usually exclusive of postage charges. Recently i have a craze for maxi dress but theres not much seller online and its about 30 bucks. I managed to get one for 27 bucks(after discount) at This Fashion.

Since last few weeks i have been looking for Geo Contact Lens which is sold by lots of blogshops. Not only its affordable, they have lots of choices and beautful colours. As it is sold by lots of blogshops, it is very competitive and the price varies alot so i have to do lots of comparison. I finally managed to find a good price, 13 bucks for a pair, i got 2. The price includes postal charges. I have ordered but have yet to receive it. So if its comfortable on my eyes, i will definitely recommend you guys. Right now let me experiment it first and then provide my feedback. Hee...

Recently bought shoe from Siti Humairah, her designs are damn interesting and cute. For now i ordered one, i planned to have the spongebob shoe cause i love spongebob so much but am afraid my dear will faint, hee...

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-10-13T04:42:00.000-07:00

Went to Jurong Bird Park with Dear last week. Man, i had great fun. Before heading to Jurong BirdPark, had breakfast at McDonald, i was craving for Mac Donald breakfast. We head to Jurong Bird Park and spent the whole afternoon there.

Thanks for the day sweetheart.

~simplicity is me~

2008-10-08T05:41:00.000-07:00

How time flies so fast. Its the the 8th day of Raya and i don' t think i have treasure Ramdhan that much this year that it went away so fast. As usual my family do not do much visiting. First day was always been for both of my grandmas. Spent the day with my cuzzies until bout 9. Brother had to left bout 8 to go back to camp. I missed him so much and too much. He has always been the one to share my happiness and sorrows but brother still cares the same for me. He do ask me now and then of my well being and the family and we catch up during weekends when he is back.

My first day i was in a simple maroon baju kurung, in fact the whole family was in mareoon but we don't managed to take a picture together. Below are the pics for the first day and also on last Saturday raya visiting to my aunties'.

citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-09-25T23:20:00.000-07:00

Going to Geylang with dear later after break fast and prayers... So happy that we manage to squeeze sometime to meet each other, miss him so much. But i feel bad though, leaving mummy alone at home as dad and brother will be out for Terawih prayers. Have asked mummy permission, i am lucky she's not angry. Hee.. Tanx mummy, love you.

Missing my galfrens;poly gals, Zila, Raz, Ying, Evon....
My daughters, Fairuz, Daya, Intan
Especially Ana, my galfren for 8 years... Its been few weeks since i met her. I understand she's busy as a teacher, furthermore its PSLE period. Missing our other halves, Reshma, buts she is lost and missing. I am just waiting for a sms from her, even a good night msg means alot. I have been waiting and still waiting...

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-09-19T20:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i came upon a forwarded email by my colleague. Although its a forwarded email, it is very meaningful, the email said; Life is all about choices. How each individual life goes about all depends on the choices each individual made in life.

I could have a shitty day at work because of a bad customer but i manage to giggle all the way home. That is because i tried to ignore the bad experience and chose to be happy. Why should i let a stranger spoil my whole day just like that. I have to accept that facing a bad customer is part of my job. What i do when i had a very bad experience with a customer is either take a toilet break or just sit down and let myslef cool down first.

Another scenario, I was sent for review with the top mangement for poor performance. I was down the whole day. I believe anyone in my place, will be feeling the same. My friend, make a joke, trying hard to cheer me up but i still won't smile. I even throw tantrums at him. I could have smiled and tell myself that believe i can do much better and everything could have changed.

When we had a bad day and we throw our tantrums to people who tried to make us smile, have we ever thought of how they felt? We may have spoilt their day with our tantrums when they are trying their best to cheer up our day.

This is my story to be shared with others. It is easier said then to be done but like i say, it is all up to the choices we made. We plan our life, the rest is up to God.

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1 tahun lebih telah berlalu....

Pahit manis telah kita lalui

Yang pahit kite jadikan pengajaran, yang manis kita jadikan kenangan indah

Tidak pernah ku rasa jauh darimu walau sesat pun

Kini tiada lagi ragu di hatku

Percayalah sayang, setiap hari yang berlalu membuat cintaku semakin kuat

Insyallah, diri ini akan sentiasa mengiringi cinta kita dengan doa

Sekiranya kita ditakdirkan hidup bersama, moga cinta suci dan tulus ini kekal untuk selamanya

Tetapi sekiranya tiada jodoh antara kita, biarlah cinta ini menjadi kenangan indah untuk kita berdua....

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-09-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

Aku Jatuh Cinta - Roulette

Awalnya tak mengerti apa yang sedang kurasakan
Segalanya berubah dan rasa rindu itu pun ada
Sejak kau hadir di setiap malam di tidurku
Aku tahu sesuatu sedang terjadi padamu

Sudah sekian lama kualami pedih putus cinta
Dan mulai terbiasa hidup sendiri tanpa asmara
Dan hadirmu membawa cinta sembuhkan lukaku
Kau berbeda dari yang ku kira

Aku jatuh cinta kepada dirinya
Sunguh-sungguh cinta oh apa adanya
Tak pernah ku ragu namun tetap selalu menunggu
Sungguh aku jatuh cinta kepadanya

Coba-coba dengarkan apa yang ingin aku katakan
Yang selama ini sungguh telah lama terpendam
Aku tak percaya membuatku tak berdaya
Tuk ungkapkan apa yang ku rasa

Kadang aku cemburu, kadang aku gelisah
Seringnya ku tak tentu lalui hariku
Tak dapat ku pungkiri hatiku yang terdalam
Betapa aku jatuh cinta kepadanya

~simplicity is me~

2008-09-13T03:49:00.001-07:00

How time flies very fast... It is the 13th day of Ramdhan. Another 17 days and it will be Hari Raya Aidilfitri. This raya will be the first time i'm celebrating Raya with my dear, hope we managed to squeezed sometime to go Raya visiting because i know both of us will be very busy with our work.

Just now met Dear Syaiful, went to Cozway Point to watch Wall E, tanx dear as you are willing to accompany me for that movie. Wall E is a movie with not much words but it is very entertaining and heartwarming. I really admire Wall E and how much he tries to care for Eva.

Its been sometimes since i met him and was so happy that we got to spent much time together.

My last day at NTUC Incoem will 30 Sept. How time flies very fast, i remember how i kept whining and complaining that i can't take it anymore and finally i manage to make it 1 year. Siti Radiah is proud of herself and my dear Team Leader has made me a testimonial.

I have to break fast in 5 mins. Njoy ur weekend dear frenz.

Citygal outz.

~simplicity is me~

2008-09-08T05:46:00.000-07:00

Missing him too much... Although we may not meet often, he's always there to make me smile. Only get to meet him once a week. I was down with a bad headache this morning and although dear was not by my side, he tried his very best to make me smile. Dear and his Mummy gonna make 'Roti Boyan' for me on Sat... So sweet...

Honey, I'll cook for you soon but i can't promise when. Maybe early next year.... Hee...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-09-04T22:18:00.000-07:00

I think i spend alot for the upcoming Hari Raya. Since this year is the first Raya I'm having a full time job, i would like to be independent in my spendings for this raya. Clothes settled, bag settled(just bought a carlo rino bag which is on 20% discount), shoes settled(reused my DnD heels)... Left kuehs for home and also for colleagues at work.. Home decor if i still got some cash to spend. Hee... This also means that I have to give out green packets to little cuzzies. They have been asking me last year but I just started work last Raya and have not received my first pay.

My Carlo Rino bag! The first time i'm buying something branded, trust me...

Went to my colleaugue frenster and managed to grab some pics for memories.... With my sisters and uncle..

On Racial Harmony day, spot me?

Our treat for working so hard...

With my beautiful sisters

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-08-30T00:50:00.000-07:00

Good news sweetheartz!

I got the job at Community Centre as a Community Development Executive. So happy... My leader @ NTUC Income made me announce to my team that i will be leaving them in 1 months time. I nearly cried when announcing the news to them, hee... Everyone was whining but of course they are happy for me.

Last Sunday I went down to Cheng San CC(my future workplace) to assist them in promoting the passion card. My partner for the day was Alif, a temp staff in CC. That day was the first time we met but we got along very well. The fist sentence he ask me when i met him was 'When are you joining us?' I was quite shock that someone who i have not met, knew about me. I asked him how he knoes about it and he told me that the whole office was talking about it. Hee... The staff there was asking when i'm joining them and i told them i'm not confirmed yet. I was only confirmed by People's Association on Wednesday.

I'm missing my other half, Ana. Both of us is very busy especially herself, a teacher. Yesterday went to Woodlands Pasar Malam with Dear, bought my TOKOYAKI. Finally found a halal one, i loike... hee...

Me got to go, going shopping with Mummy at Geylang.

Citygal outz....

~simplicity is me~

2008-08-25T02:47:00.000-07:00

Tanx sweethearts for the wishes... Thanks gals for always being there for me. I am so happy that you gals are here to share my happiness with me. I have always pray for the happiness of my loved ones.

Remember galz, i'm always there for you too. I may not be pysically there beside you to listen but my ears are always open from far. Hee... Theres always phone and msn for us to keep in touch.

Love you my friends and cuzzies.

Citygal outz.

~simplicity is me~

2008-08-22T19:23:00.000-07:00

If i get my calculation right, its been 1 year 1 month we have known each other. I never thought i will find my first love at Frenster, hee... I still remember our first phone call, it seemed that we have known each other well.

Throughout the 1 year plus we been together, not even once he left me hanging alone, not even one day. Even when i throw my tantrums at him, he gets angry for awhile, cools down, talk things out and things are back as per normal. I have promised him i will changed, not just for him but for the best of myself. I have to learnt to handle my temper better.

Sometimes i talk too much and i'm afraid i will bore Dear but Dear don't mind he's always there to listen. At times, both of us talks at the same time cause once we start talking on a hot topic, we can't stop.

Thatz bits of my love story, let the other sweet memories be kept safely with me.

Syaiful Bahtiar, thanks for everything, may our love last. Insyallah(with gods will). Siti Radiah loves you(too much).

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-08-16T05:58:00.000-07:00

15/08
It was one of my rare days i was looking forward to work. Let me state the reasons:
I was on half day as i will be having interview at People's Association
My leader will be treating us to pizza(last min he adds in KFC chicken, yummy)
Dear Syaiful will be fetching from me at work and accompanying me to interview

It was a short day at work, i worked for only 2 hrs plus,there was 1 hour team briefing at 1030am. We had fun that day.

After the pizza and chicken treat, i went back to my desk to clear emails and finished some uncomplete task, when i can already go. Luckily i reached tampines interchange in time to see dear coming alighting the bus.

Luckily dear was there to help me fight my nervousness. Hee... Firstly, i have to go thru a role play. When i went into the room, my skirt got stuck to the door, man, i just smiled to the accessor and say 'oopz, cinderella'. I bet dear was giggling outside because he could see partial of my skirt on the door. Hee... The role play was fun, after that was the interview with 4 interviewee. It was damn fast as i have worked as a temp at Comunity Centre before, they have not much to ask. They will get back to me in 2, 3 weeks time. Pray for me buddies...

After walk2 with Syaiful , met dear Azila and Raz for dinner at Simpang Bedok, i realise then that i miss alot of things in their life. I apoligized to them greatly for not being physically there but god knows that i will never forget my friends.

16/08
Met Syaiful in the morning. Oh yeah before i 4got, Dear told me theres no such thing as merbuk putih(as written in my earlier entry) and his pet bird is Mata Putih, hee...

Went to Farm Mart! Man, I was really excited to meet cutie rabbits and goat. I got to feed the goats, ot was scary at first but i enjoy the trip! After our Farm Mart Trip we went to Fish Farm nearby. Gosh, there was all the different type of fishes and they are really beautiful. I got to witness the spa fish where u put ur leg in a mandmade pond and the spa fishes will come and clean/bite your feed. Hee... I do not experience it maybe next time.

Cuties

Rabbitz!
This rabbit is damn cute, i like the flappy ears
Preeety parrots
Mr goatie, got to feed both of them! It was scary at first, dear was scared to come close, act brave only... hee...

Hyperactive rabbits, i had a difficult time capturing their picture
Most Well beahve rabbit
Dancing?
Got to feed the fishes at fish farm, i can see that they are really hungry...

I really love the fishes, thay are damn beautiful

~simplicity is me~

2008-08-09T20:53:00.000-07:00

The past is history...

But why is it so difficult for someone to forget the past? Why does the past kept haunting us? At times its not our past that haunts us... But the past of someone close to our hearts...

Prayers, positive thinking, enjoying the present moment instead of dwelling over the past all plays an important part our happiness.

Work, love, relationship, friendship, teaches me alot. Though i have yet to pick up all the lesson learnt, I am in the process. Hee...

All the people around me plays an important part. I am greatful to God that i have never met someone who is nasty to me. I believe that whatever bad you done to someone, you will get it back.

My schedule is tight, work is hectic...

Sory Zila n Raz, insyallah this friday kz we meet? Love u galz...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-08-03T07:15:00.000-07:00

Met dear for awhile, he says one of his bird(merbuk putih) not feeling well, getting medcine fot it at serangoon. But we end up going to Pasar Malam at serangoon and not going to the bird shop cause Syaiful says he still got abit of the medcine at home. Actually dear not feeling well, can see from his face but he still bullies me....

Dear Syaiful been sick since last few days, suppose to go Sakura International Buffet but cancel it cause i bet he can't enjoy the food in his condition. End up watching Dark Knight... Oklah tu... hee...

Dear promise to go Pizza Hut next week, yeah! Looking forward to the meal...

A gift from me to him

Our ring

A gift from him to me

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-08-02T22:01:00.000-07:00

31st July, was the beginning of our love story but i hope there will be no ending. Watched The Dark Knight with dear Syaiful and never did we know the movie will take 2 hrs plus. I was lost at certain parts of the movie but yeah, it was interesting.

Seriously counting my last 2 months at work, i just wished my last 2 months will be a memorable one. Hee...

I am lost of what to say.... I don't have the momentum yet maybe next time

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-07-26T06:05:00.000-07:00

31st july, the day we have been patiently waiting, is coming close. I am really looking forward to it. It will be our sweetest moment.

Thank you for being there for me.... You have been a great listener, adviser and companion. Our days out have always been crazy and enjoyable.

May this beautiful story of ours never endz. Insyallah...

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-07-19T01:21:00.000-07:00

Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

ouuwwww...
ouuwwww...

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku oouuwww
Kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

~simplicity is me~

2008-07-15T03:56:00.000-07:00

Management at work have always make my descision in leaving stronger day by day. Today we have department meeting and they announce a very interesting initiative. Whoever do not reach target for the day have to stay back and at least get 1 more sale, with them staying back with us. I have always viewed sales as vigoruos and my thinking have not changed. At the other hand sales can be fun and competitive for those who really enjoy doing sales.

My contract is ending in 2 months time. Doing sales for 10 months have been a great experience. I learn to be stronger and gained some self confidence. I also learnt to speak better and clearer. My leader told me i loveto chit chat with customers, its just fun to interact with them. I will feel happy when my customers recommend their friend to me as this means they are satisfied with my service.

I am sorry my friends if i don't manage to spend much time with you gals as much as i used to. Work is hectic and i need to spend more time with my family.. Grandma in hospital, i have yet to visit her... I will arrange at outing soon k?

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-07-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

Its been sometime since i blog. My days have been tight, work, housework, family, friends and him.

Its been a great week for me though, colleagues are motivating and never fail to make me smile. He too have always been there for me, although he's abit crazy but thatz what make him a great companion. Hee...

Last Monday went Wild Wild Wet with dear Ying and Evon. Was damn fun, i wish i could go again, Last2 Sat was my DND, will load the picz.

2moro attending interview, see how it goes.

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-06-25T08:38:00.001-07:00

Last weds was dear Jenny last day, we bought a cake for her which was paid by our dear leader. Hee.. Heres the picz, not much...
Pweety Nisa and Jenny, pic taken by me... hee

Our group, Leder not her coz he took the pic...
Me n abg Zaki, he drag me into the pic n then he told his galfren i wanted to take pic with him...
Mummy Jeanette, Jenny n me
The cake, its damn nice man...

Tired, dun feel like blogging, will update u guys soon...

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-06-20T18:37:00.000-07:00

Work has been discouraging... I have reach to the point that i really can't take it, sales is really not for me. Now, i'm lost, i don't know where to head. I know my colleagues do care for me, they will get worried if i quit without a job. I'll try to seek temp job for the moment.

My loved ones have always been there for me. Besides my working life, life been great. I never failed to smile and laugh everyday. Ana and Reshma envy me cause i looks as young as my age compared to them who looks more matured. Ana comments that is because i'm always happy. Everyone have problems but it is themselves who chose to be happy. Making someone smile is enough to make me happy.

Watching Kungfu Panda with him and my godsis... Finally! Hee..

Siti is happy...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-06-14T22:50:00.000-07:00

My bro went off to his Choa Chu Kang camp on 12 June to serve the nation. He will be doing his National Service, Police. and will be back this Friday, 10 June. I'm already missing him... Glad that hes' doing fine but he told me he missed his normal life. Of course, whats normal life compared to NS, its far off.

Can't wait to see Kungfu Panda, someone promised to watched it with me. Hee..Bro say its funny and cute. Yesterday met my dear daughters at town, do some catching up, shopping... In the evening met Ana @ Bugis after taking neo prints with my dear daughter. Miss that lady, its been sometime since we met that we don't know what to talk. Hee...

My health has been bad this few days, start having flu last weekend, took MC on tues, the day when my brother went off for his NS. Until now i'm having running nose and sore throat. I tried not to eat fried foods, chocolates, ice cream and crackers which is waiting for me at the kitchen since last week. Hee... Sales been bad at work.. Just hope it will be a better week for me next week.

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-06-08T06:04:00.000-07:00

Time for picz! Trip to Tioman, was abit tight up so its been sometimes since i blog. So, heres the picz.

Playing monkey at pool, ttz me in hood... hee

snorkelling...

Just check in

ready to snorkel

my bro... hee, ready

nice scenery
at ferry terminal, all set for adventure

dinner!
Our resort

photo taking at our balcony resort

~simplicity is me~

2008-05-29T19:12:00.000-07:00

Heyz! I'm back from Tioman! Was away for 4 days 3 night.. With my family and relatives, altogether 15 of us,

It was damn tiring, snorkelling, swimming and ate and ate... I got to swim in sea water with the fishes, they were damn colourful. I only managed to name one fish, that's Nemo! hee, yup, clown fish. The 3rd day we went trekking without my dear mum and dad as they were exhausted. We walk and walk and saw an unoccupied house, my lil cousins quickly walk away from the house. We managed to ask a local where is the waterfall. We have to walk again for bout 10 mins to reach the waterfall where they call it rockfall as the water was full of rocks. So we have to be careful when walking in the water to make sure we don't slip.

Breakfast and dinner was buffet but provided in our travel package. I ate like nobody's business. The last night, dinner was not provided and we ate seafood, chilli lobster, tomyam, sweet n sour grouper... Yummy, i ate until i was so full... Hee..

To summarize the trip to Tioman, it was an adventure. Its a great place for someone who loves nature and really need a break from our normal, hectic life..

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-05-18T01:48:00.000-07:00

Watched 'Ayat-ayat Cinta' yesterday. Nice movie with simple storyline. After half of the movie, i heard sobbing from all sides... hee.. I am not one of them, my tears flowed quitely. It was the moment that Fahri's(main character) wife, Aishah, willingly allows him to marry the Christian girl and witness his marriage that really touches my heart. I can feel the pain and sacrifies she went through.

Watch the movie, you guys will not regret it... Had great fun yesterday.

It was sweet one moment, it was warm one moment, it was cold one moment...
Can i took the cold and warm moment away and keep the sweet moments with me?

~simplicity is me~

2008-05-10T16:32:00.000-07:00

u make me smile...

~simplicity is me~

2008-05-10T16:14:00.000-07:00

Never did i realise times flew very fast.. And yet i have not achieved much...

Work is demotivating, i'm trying very hard and where there is no result, i felt just like giving up. The problem with me i realise is that i can really put my heart and soul into something but when something discouraging happen in between, the feeling just sunk.

I am thankful to god for giving me such lovely and supportive friends and family. Some of them may not be pysicallly there but i just know they cares...

Friday went shopping with Ana, though we are tired, we never stopped shopping. Due to stress at work, we even have an argument in the MRT, ignorant of the surrounding. Hee...

Saturday after work went to Woodlands to accompany that someone buy mother's day gift. Wakaka. Saw lots of flower and was tempted to buy my mum one. Bought mum a pink rose... heee... Sweet right?

Missing my darlings, Ying, Evon, Zila, Raz, my daughters, Intan, Fairuz, Daya, Syamira...

~simplicity is me~

2008-05-01T05:14:00.000-07:00

Went to zoo just now... Yeah, Njoyed myself and was damn exhausted. We were really looking forward to the penguin/sealion show at splash amphitheatre, 20 mins of waiting and standing under the sun, ,the show finally started and my vision suddenly blurred. Syaiful was saying something excitedly about the du-gong(don't know if i spell it correctly) and i just nod and smile. I thought my vision will be back back to normal soon, 1 minute gone, can't stand it, have to tell syaiful to forget the show and find a seat, It was bad it took sometime for my vision to be fine compared to other times.

He got me bisciuts and i demanded a Milo, after that feel better and we are back to our feet.. wakaka. Below are pics taken by me, i have more pics but i failed to download it here.

Final word, happy! Next stop, Jurong Bird Park or can i suggest Botanic Gardens?

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-04-26T20:53:00.000-07:00

I let my feelings took control of me
I got myself confused
I got you confused and got you hurt without realising...

I am sorry...
Promise myself i'll change...

I miss you and i mean it

~simplicity is me~

2008-04-23T21:06:00.000-07:00

You light up my life

Dun leave me and rob the light from my life

Promise me

~simple is beautiful~

2008-04-21T08:01:00.000-07:00

I never thought someone whom i got annoyed with can be a friend whom i comfortable with. He came into my life as a stranger but he was harmless, that is why i finally gave my handphone number to him after knowing and bumping into him for months. I did regret giving my number to him but days and months went by and i realised he's just sincere in establishing a friendship. To think that i even talked in annoying tone with him quite a few times to shows that i'm pissed off but he's just ignorant. Just now received a call from him but i was on the other line so i reject his call. Feeling guilty suddenly i remembered that he's going to Selangor 21 apr. I felt really bad so i msg him and he told me he's already at JB. Wish u a safe journey my fren and enjoy urself k my fren.

Lesson learnt - Don't be ignorant towards others sincerity. You may just hurt others without u even knowing.In Malay, jgn memperkecilkan keikhlasan org lain, kamu akan melukai seseorang itu tanpa kamu sedari.

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-04-18T19:47:00.000-07:00

Life been beautiful... He had always told me to view things at a more positive way and it works... I'm just happy, he never fails to bring a smile on my face... Theres always a downside of life but i choose to think of the nicer things in life only... Like someone say, 'only listen the good things'.

Hee... At work, i'm trying hard and this May, i will be working there for 7 months and i'm still very slow at my sales. My colleaugues and leader are always there to help but like my leader said, i must always put the extra effort.

My loved ones have always been there for me but currently they are facing some dissapointments in their personal life, i hope i can be there for them. Seriously, i'm good at listening but i'm really bad at consoling. How do i console people when i myself are bad in handling my own problems. I' ll just pray the best for them, what is best for them is best for me... Love them all.

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-04-10T02:12:00.000-07:00

Siti Radiah turned 21!

Thanks guys for all the wishes, presents and time spent! Really appreciate it, u guys makes up my day.

My first celebration was at work with my team mates. My Leader bought a cake for me and he called a briefing at 5 plus. Everyone was complaining, why he held a meeting when people are ready to go home. When i wnet inside the room, i was surprised by the cake! Hee... I was sick on that day, my voice sounds like Ramli Sarip, some people can't stop 'praising' my voice... wakaka

Overall my 21st bdae was simple but memorable, those who have spent so much on my present,Its the thought that matters, you guys shouldn't have spent so much...

Below are the picz...

My bade cake @ work!

Cutting the bade cake! hee

A special gift from Zila, inside are our pics from our Poly Life, behind the picz are phrases which are very meaningful, though some of it i dun understand... wakaka

Bdae cake from Mum n dear bro

Gifts from my loved ones

Bracelet from mummy!

A pink jacket from Dear Evon! Love it, i don't dare to wear, i'll just hang it...

Went for Interview just now, iot was good news but they still need one month to settle things. The company will informed me when everything settled so i can tender my resignation.

Yesterday my dear Evon bring me to Dover to eat, she drived me to Amk Hub, we really had fun and oh ya, i 4got to take a pic of the card she gave me. She made it herself and it was really sweet. The jacket was a pleasent surprise.

Gotta eat... hee

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-03-29T08:01:00.000-07:00

A day out with darl Ana @ Esplanade then go Bugis to eat n shop. Njoyed myself.. Luv her! Heres some picz of us... Hee...

Manage to take picz in the lift, on my way to work, hee...

I luv the flowers!
Err, what a strange pose...

We love the sunlight!

Hee... I look so innocent here...

Preety her...

Was a tiring day but it was worth it. Tanx for the day dear.

2moro have to go religious class, meeting dear Intan.

Missing you....

Citygal outz....

~simplicity is me~

2008-03-23T02:22:00.000-07:00

Went to Singapore Expo with bro and mum for the Halal Food Expo, man, i can go crazy with all the food, luckily my wallet is abit tight or else i will be spurlging on cakes and snackz. Mummy bought crackers, murtabak mini, i ate abit oftokoyaki, japanese pizza and a bowl of bakso there hee.. And right now i'm still hungry while blogging... Hee...

I am turning 21 soon but i am not even looking forward to it, i have not even made any planz to the fact that its 2 weekz away. Dear Nicole whose bdae is the same as mine, seem excited bout her bdae and wanna celebrate it together, gonna be fun though. But sound abit sad rite, bdae galz celebrate their own bade.... heee...

I really have to learn to save money, my family been nagging at me. Know what, this weekend, that is yesterday and today is the first time on weekends that i never went out with my friends cause i really need to be extra careful on my spending, Hee... My pay will be soon and i have afew dates(meet ups) coming up, remind me to be xtra careful with my spending.

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-03-21T03:50:00.000-07:00

Just watched Step Up 2 at Cozwoy Point... I really enjoyed the movie, the dance steps are really unique, the emotions put up are great, i was giving my full attention to the movie ans was ignorant of my surroundingz. heee....

I am now actively looking for jobs, and believe there is a job out there which are more suitable for me. Friends been asking me hows life, and i will tell them life is ok, there is always up and down and i will try my best to overcome challenges and problems that i faced.

The journey is on and i'm still not sure whether i should carry on the journey or i should just turn back but whatever it is, the memories shall always be mine.

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-03-16T08:24:00.000-07:00

Wee... Was damn happy today... Bought my first handphone, manage to get a Dupod for $155... Wakaka, tanx for ur help Syaiful... Hee... He fall in love with my handphone... hee... Too bad its mine....

Was going home happily and saw dear bro back from work, i was talking on the phone tt time and he was staring at me and asking, who's hp u using, where is ur hp? I could only smile coz i was on the phone. My family was surprised tt i bought a hp without telling them, coz i wanna surprise them... Like i was not happy enuf, my bro came with a paper bag and pass it to me, for u... It was abit early for my bdae present but was damn shocked when i found an Adidas box inside. Man, an Adidas watch! Lup him so much... Below are the picz....

Purple watch from my beloved bro! Pink was out of stock but i reali dun mind, purple is sweet!
My Dupod HP... Someone is jealous...

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We really voiced it out, though i never say much, i was holding back my tears @ certain point of time... Hope things to be out better... Whatever way we choose later or watever descision made later, i'm prepared for it. I'm trying my best overcome my weakness. Insyallah, everyting will be alright though it may not turn out as we wish for but i believe its the best choice.

Citygal outz.

~simplicity is me~

2008-03-15T05:40:00.000-07:00

Work is getting tougher. It was really tough getting used to motor insurance. I faced all sorts of situations and policyhoilder. At times i just felt like leaving the office and just head home, but i know u must be strong. I'll try to get hold of myself till i find a good job for myself.
Just now a customer make my life difficult, she asked all type of questions and was like 'oh shit'. At one point of time i told to hold on while i confirm the answers to her question with my colleaugue, she told me tt i was not being proffessional and she also said that she is also in the insurance line. But noneed to act biglah. After torturing me, she told me to she would to get the home insurance. I was still shocked when she told me she's buying bcoz she's been compalining whats the use of insuring if she can claim jewellery and laptop to a certain percentage only. It was such a relief when she told me she's buying but i was abit afraid that she will complain bout me. Just pray she will not kz....
I will be getting a new handphone! Finally! heee....

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-03-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

Met Zila and Raz yesterday @ Bugis. Zila gave us flowers!
Next time i will load the picz k. The flowers are in pink... hee... We chat lotz, miss them so much...

Alot of things happening around me, alot of my frenz caught me 'termenung'... haiz.... But life is great...

I am so tired to write.... Will update sn..

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-03-05T07:41:00.000-08:00

Things are heading to a brighter side...
Trying my best in work...
Trying my best to control my temper @ all times...
Trying my best to smile all the time(been doing it though)...
Trying my best to make ppl around me smile...

Everyone have their weakness but i believe if you work on it, you will able to improve. Working world have make me more independent and i learnt alot about how people work, different faces of people... The important thing is just be yourself, my team leader say i'm getting naughtier... Hee.. But i tink i'm just geeting louder... I remember how quiet i used to be and how thin i used to be... hee...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-03-01T23:01:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to career fair with cuzzie Ais, Yana, Diana and her guy after work. All of us were dissapointed, none of us applied any jobz. Theres not much choices compared to a career fair i went with zila last year.

After the carer fair, we went for a quick bite @ mc. Then went to town with my cuzzies, but dun manage to grab anyting. My cuzzies was craving for ice cream so we hang out @ mc again for mc flurry. We head home bout 9. Was damn tired by the time i reached home.

2day skipped my religious class, went to Geylang with bro and mum instead. Nothing much happened lately, just missing him, Ana, Reshma, my noisy galz @ poly, ying, von.... But i know they are always there for me, though they are not visibly here... love u guys...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-02-25T04:20:00.000-08:00

OnE Day LOVE n FREN wAs waLking in The viLLage
SuddeNly, LOVE fAll inSide thE weLl....
Why?
BcOZ love IS bLind...
ThEn, FRIEND alSo jUmP inTo tHe Well...
Why?
Bcoz FRIEND will do EverYtinG fOr LOVE
iN thE WEll, LOVE is lOst....
Why?
BcOZ love is FlIMsY, eASily Lost If doEsn't CareFully tAken Of...
bUt FRIEND is sTill fIndIng LOVE and KePT oN wAiTing...
Why?
Bcoz FRIEND is sIncere n wIll alWays be a tRue FRIEND
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A malay song from Aliff Aziz, Nyala.... The lrics are very meaingful...
Heres the lyrics and the song really touches my heart...

Kala engkau tersungkur di hati Daku mencurah kasih abadi Renungkan janji mataku ini Yakinilah bisa akhirnya

Dengarlah mereka persendakan Usah gentar menawani cita Terusan melangkah ke hujungnya Bangkit segera semangatmu

Tegarkan jiwa jauh dari luka Biar nyala jangan matikannya Teguh... gapaikanlah impian itu

Hapuskan duka biar genggam bara dalam kalbu Ku percayakanmu Segalanya... pasti

Pimpini erat tanganku sayang

Kita bersama menanti sinar Mimpimu menjelang jadi nyata Tunggu saatnya, kan dimiliki
Tegarkan jiwa jauh dari luka Biar nyala jangan matikannya Teguh... gapaikanlah impian itu

Hapuskan duka biar genggam bara dalam kalbu Ku percayakanmu Segalanya... pasti

Hapuskan duka biar genggam bara dalam kalbu Ku percayakanmu Segalanya... percayalah Segalanya... pasti

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-02-22T17:39:00.000-08:00

Citygal is happy!

Yesterday met my dear daughters, Intan, Fairuz and Syamira.... Man, they make up my day, though they always make my blood goes up, though Fairuz slightly behaved 2day... weird haa... Syamira can't stop pestering me to treat her to Swensens and she nearly walk in inside and Intan never stop spotting my wrong pronouncation... wakaka...

After that met tt someone in the evening, we going to Nite Safari. Mak oi, jln punye jln kaki mcm nk tercabut, though theres not much animals we can see compared to Zoo, it was fun coz it was like 2 of us hiking in the nite with no one arnd... Hee... He makes my day too though it was short, it was sweet enuf to be memorable... Next destination, zoo! I wanna mit siamang! wakaka...

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-02-17T02:01:00.000-08:00

I have been saying i wanted to find a job but the problem is i don't know what job scope should i go for and till now, i have not really started looking for a job yet. Alot of my frens in NTUC Income is going slowly and mostly who stay have plans to go soon. Life is tough there and i'm still in the learning process thoigh i'm there almost 5 months.

My colleague was saying CDC is able to subsidise degree and advanced diploma education. I'll try if i can get anyting from CDC. Hee...

At times, its better to be silent and ignorant. Its no use saying whats inside if tt someone just can't be bothered bout it. I will learn to be ignorant too...

Gonna go Night Safari soon, so excited. Looking forward to it..

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2008-02-07T00:15:00.000-08:00

Its already Feb... Time flies so fast, life been tring but its great. There is nice people all around me. My friend and family have always been supportive of me. My friends and sisters are always there to listen and give me advice. He is always there for me too, he has always been patient and never failed to give me encouragement. He is a great friend i don't want to lose...

Work is getting better, i'm still in the learning process though. I really love the people, it hurts to leave them. But i know i have to get a better job, this job is not for me, i'm trying very hard though.

I manage to squeze my time for my loved last few days,it doesn't matter if the time spent is short, just having them around me i great enuf... Love u guys!

Yesterday went shopping with lydiana, miss her lots, since we were put to different shifts, we raely meet but we still keep each other in date bout personal life. After that met my 2 daughters for the movie, 27 dresses... The movie was damn nice... Just love it...

Have a great New Year frenz!

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-01-20T15:47:00.000-08:00

Its been long since i update.... Been busy until i forgot that my dear sis Nicole is going off to Taiwan. I suddenly remembered last week and msg her but she never replied so i assumed she went off already. She have been telling me to sent her off and i remember its a Sunday. But i do told her to remind me maybe she's too buzy... Just hope she's not angry with me or what...

Last Sunday was helping out at Cheng San CC Bursary Awardz, was suppose to coordinate the the performance but man, the performers was damn late... Nothing much to do actually, i end up slacking around...

Work is hectic to the extend tt i really can breakdown, man..... I'm really tring my best at work i only need some encouragement and self confidence.

I am suppose to take things slowly but nobody will understand what i am i feeling bcoz i myself can't describe my own feelings right now. Received advices and opinion from my dear friends, though most is positive, there is negative opinion also which i think is very much correct. I don't want to see myself putting much effort, i don't want to get myself dissapointed...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-01-11T07:19:00.000-08:00

It is really hard to please everyone. At times we just had to sacrifice our feelings to please someone else. If we sacrifice our feelings and get ourself hurt, nobody will know and we can always comfort ourself... But if we were to hurt someone, we will not only affect the relationship but we will feel guility for hurting tt someone...

i have learnt not to be hopeful to avoid dissapointments and i have suceed. There is so much things in my head. I was so tired tt i dunno what i'm rattling during work, it seem tt my confidince is diminising but i can't let this go on. Siti gonna be strong. I'm just looking 4ward to the weekend...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2008-01-01T01:49:00.001-08:00

Watch fireworks at Esplanade with Yu Ling, Tanni, Jia Min, Syam and Kamarul. It was my first time and i swear i'll never go there again. I agreed to go just because i want to meet my polymates, miss them lotz and i also want to feel the atmosphere. Hee... Here is 3 picz of us..

Jiamin, Yuling, me and Tanni

them, i was the one who took the pics so i was not there...

Syam and Kamarul, they just loved each other so much...

Went to Bugis with him, walk and walk and he finally found the watch he likes... Then we walk to RafflesCity and ate at BK, i only manage to eat half the burger. I was hungry but i don't feel like eating. Then met Syam at RafflesCity Starbuckz, was suppose to meet Razinah there too. Was hoping to meet her seh, but last min she can't make it... Miss her man..

Went home by train with Jiamin and Syam. Luckily we got to sweet... Hope to meet them again soon...

It is lifes nature that we don't always get what we wish for but sometimes even small things can make us contented although we knew tt what we wish for will never happen... The feelings are gone but i'm just happy tt we are still frenz...

Citygal outz...

~simpliity is me~

2007-12-24T19:11:00.000-08:00

Lets put aside sad/bad memories... Lets go to happy moments... Its pictures time!

Lets start with my workplace oics in random...

Hari raya outing @kak zarinah's house...
Maria's n kak Zarinah's bdae, where r we looking?
Our HOD presenting a stalk of rose to every staff and i'm seating when i'm suppose to stand...

The cakes... yummy...

Desserts done from out team for Christmas Party. Guess what? we won...

The beautiful rose given by our HOD, it died days days later...

Ok, heres some picz of my kampung including the scarificed of the cow(korban).

Wee... Had fun, though can't get enuf of my kampung...

Is it my fault? Am i making a fuss out of small thingz? I dunno why am i being oversensitive this few days, nobody will ever understand me...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-12-24T02:10:00.000-08:00

Never did i know my life can be full of uncertainities and confusion... At times i just don't know which direction or steps should i take....

It seems short, but its been a long and twisted journey. The journey seems beautiful but as times goes by it seems draggy and i'm afraid i'll get tired or bored waiting for the journey to ends.

It seems beutiful and nice at the outside but nobody knows how hurtful it is to lived in uncertainity. I've been waiting till now and at times i asked myself how long will the journey takes. Who am i to him, i'm just tired, i don't even bother to think. As time goes by, he seems ignorant... I may be crazy at the outside but inside i'm still the sensitive gal who have feelingz...

I have always been a cheerful person but when it comes to friendship/relationship i take it seriously. When i'm tired of mantaining the friendship, i might just take a step backwards and mantain a distance or even slipped away without noticing...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-12-10T08:15:00.000-08:00

Work had not been easy for me, its been demotivating but i tried my best. At times work do bring my mood and spirit down but i never showed it at work but my colleagues do understand how i feel and they never stop encouraging me.

My gal frenz been great, they are always there for me. I'm missing Reshma though but at times i just wish she could just send a gd night msg and i would be elated.

I tried to take things easy but recently i have been thinking alot and it seems that i'm over reacting. But i'm not, i'm just being sensitive.. I think its better to remain slience at times cause things wun change even when u voice out what u feels. Although i admit i will feel better when u let out what u feels within. I'm too tired to think of the outcome anymore...

Citygal outz

~simplicity is me~

2007-11-30T06:28:00.000-08:00

Work is getting more challenging. The people are great but the job scope are starting to bore me. But i do enjoy talking to people at phone... hee..

Life been beautiful, he's always there for me... He never fails to make me smile. The important thing is that we are able to accept each other for what we are. But where we are heading i'm still unsure...

My health has not been good, i just think i need a good rest. Planning to take up mandarin course at Community Club with my frenz but we had to give the idea a halt cause we are working shift work.

Citygal outz....

~simplicity is me~

2007-11-17T21:28:00.000-08:00

Its been more than a month i have worked at NTUC Income, friends there are great, my team leader says i'm improving but i'm making sales very slowly. Recently, i have browsing for jobz but yet i still dunno what type of jobs i really wish to do. I just hate to repeat the process of looking for jobs. Alot of my friends have tempt me to study again but yet i still dunno...

Life been beautiful, but lifes been busy and tiring and when that happens my temper will come. I gonna control on that... u guys take care, i gotta do houswork...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-11-04T01:16:00.001-07:00

Guys, my pics for raya... here u go... in random dayz... heee... njoy ur week ahead guyz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-11-01T18:21:00.000-07:00

I wonder if telesales is even for me. But i do enjoyed my work especially the people... Meantime, i will just give my best shot. Pray for me guys.

Time flew very fast, we get closer each day but at times i question myself where are we leading, where are we heading... But as times past, things seem to get more complicated. This few days i've been thinking alot, my head is in a mess. Just let things take its own nature. I dun want to get dissapointed again,it hurts....

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-10-27T18:56:00.000-07:00

Days, week passed so fast and its gonna be november soon. I can't believe it. Life is great but of coz i do have my up and downs. I miss my gals and daughters, yesterday met with one of my daughters, Intan. Went town but too bad my pay is not in yet so just window shop but manage to get 3 belts for 10 buckz.... Hee...

Work is fun but the job scope itself is very chellenging, i don't manage to do any sales for quite a number of days but i keep trying to motivate myself and my team members are always very supportive and encouraging. My team members are a bunch of crazy people, they can talk anything to me from work, families to love life. Hee... But actually i've been thinking whether sales job suits me but for the moment i just tried my best. I avoid talking about negative events in my life, i wanna stay happy... I dun care wat ppl think bout me, wat ppl do to me as long as i'm happy...

Busy week ahead, this week's Saturday just passed but i'm booked for next 2 Saturday, have to plan my days carefully... Love u guys... Take care...

Psst... Will download raya pics soon...

Citygal outz...

~Simplicity is me~

2007-10-15T18:47:00.000-07:00

Wee... Slamat Hari Raya to all the Muslims out there.... Was happy to meet my relatives, i'll will download the pics soon. But Raya was not the same as last few years because don't get to meet all my cuzzies but no doubt i enjoyed myself though i don't get green packet this year. Hee...

For work itself, i haven't start calling the customers, been on training and coaching, the job is scary but the people are great lah... U got to meet all types of people. I think i'll have to start calling today, wish me luck guys. I'll feel sorry for Evon, i'll pay for her dad's recovery, will visit her dad when i'm free but i'm on afternoon shift this week, haiz...

He never fails to make me smile, I just don't want this happiness to go away but i dunno till when it will last... Life is unpredictable, anything can just happens. I belive in fate, if its meant to happen, it will happen...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-10-05T08:23:00.000-07:00

1 week more to Hari Raya and adds to that, i've been working at NTUC Income for a week. I have not start work officially cause the whole week consist of orientation and lectures. Lots of info i have stuffed in my head, to think i haven't even start memorising the products features and information... Work gonna be damn hard cause besides promoting the products at phone, i have to process the policy too. But the people are damn nice and crazy too... Hee...

Life been great, meet up with people i care and loved, make new friends... Been quite tired though, weekend gonna be busy...

At times, i just don't understand myself, i don't know where am i heading. I advised and consoled lots of people but when it comes to myself, i'm really bad at making descision and are ussually lost... But right now, i learnt to look things at the brighter side and makes sure that i never make descision when my mind is in a mess. Powerlah Siti! hahahaha...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-09-27T19:39:00.000-07:00

As usual my entry will be a mixed of feelings at events that i went through, i believe you guys are used to it... hee... Sorry if i make your heads spin...

I'm kind of nervous to start work on Monday but i'm excited too, a different environment, making new friends and of course a challenging work ahead of me... Wish me all the best aitez.

He msged to check whether i'm alive and doing well and then he's gone again, should i be greatful? TANX fren for dropping by.

Meeting Ana later, miss her lotz. She's been busy teaching, poor gal. Its so sweet when your ambition when you are a child came true. Good for dear Ana. Not for me, my ambition was to be a teacher too. Thinking of taking Diploma in Early Childhood or degree in social services/counselling... Right now just see the flow first. My Youth Committee is starting to get busy again after a short break, hope i can give my greatest commitment...

Citygal outz...

2007-09-23T23:14:00.000-07:00

ARIES 2007 (abit late for my horoscope overview bcoz its nearing the end of this year... hee...)
OVERVIEW: Motivation and hard work will help you recreate your life, giving you new opportunities in your career this year. Change is in the air. Go forward and walk through the doorways that life is opening for you. The positive energy you have cultivated will pay off in big ways. Work has always been very important, but you may start feeling some confinement or restriction in your freedom to be who you want to be.
While you are in the process of enhancing your career, take stock of yourself and reconnect with your roots and what you want to achieve. A new cycle of blessings is on its way and your life will be totally transformed. You'll know instinctively what it is that will give you the balance and connectedness you need to make the right choices. A new relationship coming your way will really perk up your interest as well. Get out that swimsuit and get ready to spend some exotic moments in the sun with the new person you're attracting into your life. You will be getting out of the house more and a surprising change of focus will be take place. The home you have created is nurturing and gives you a place to retreat. The relaxing atmosphere helps you feel secure.
You have a wonderful chance to explore far away places this year. You could travel to locations that stimulate your emotions and bring you to a new level of happiness. Go for it! You will be supported financially and these opportunities will transform your life in ways that you've never imagined. Stretching your spirit will encourage a complete metamorphosis in your life.

LOVE: This year, love will become as much of a focus as your career. You're ready for solid change and fresh love in your life. You like to please everybody and should beware of a tendency to be all things to all people. You are the soul of courtesy, and are gracefully elegant in manner, a visionary personality with altruistic ideals. You are popular, and may have a wide circle of friends. On the other hand, you may have problems, such as deception in friendships or confusion regarding a friend's true motives.
Your social sense is highly developed and you have a tremendous and positive vision of your own possibilities and those for society at large. You have a realization this year to seek more emotional security for yourself, independent of your partnership. Having an intimate relationship is important to you, and near autumn it looks as if a perfect partner is in your life. You've been dreaming for quite some time to have that one special person in your life. You have a great capacity for joy and love, which expresses itself in acts of caring and giving to others.
Make sure you don't miss any opportunities to go out and have fun this year. During the summer, you will be having the time of your life, playfully doing things with that special someone. You and your new sweetie will enjoy adventures and possibly spend time traveling together to places you've always wanted to see. Being close to your partner in a creative way will bring you all the love you've been longing for.

CAREER: Fiery Aries definitely will feel motivated to make a social contribution to society this year. With your wonderful leadership skills, your career is guided by drive, stamina and commitment. Achievement and recognition are important to you. You have what it takes to become famous for your contributions to society, and you just may attain that goal soon! No doubt, you will be working toward ambitious professional aspirations and will realize your true source of personal power.
You will feel a need to serve your high expectations in 2007. You will be cautious in advancing to the top of a new opportunity coming your way. You may feel a need to rush into things to make the necessary changes, but it is important that you channel your abundant energy constructively so that your need to be active doesn't drain you. You have quite a pioneering spirit and are willing to tackle any project that comes your way. You forge ahead, and yet towards the beginning of summer, you need a break from focusing so much on your present job. You may start feeling a need to go in a new direction.
Opportunities will manifest in ways you never even dreamed of You may get the chance to travel both for work and for pleasure. By the end of the year, you will be working smarter rather than harder, and will be much more practical in how you spend your time. Work that motivates your ideals will capture your undivided attention. Because you are optimistic, idealistic and high-minded, you will find the career change you make gives you the freedom, adventure and personal satisfaction you've been seeking.

~simplicity is me~

2007-09-22T06:54:00.000-07:00

10 days of fasting.... How time flies! And i'm starting work in Oct 1... And Raya is 0ct 13... I foresee busy days, week and month...

I have always envied couples wearing the same colours during Hari Raya... I was thinking when will i be my turn? It will be nicee... I believe my day will come, sooner or later... Was at Bazzar Geylang just now and what attracts me is the variety of traditional clothes they have for the small ones. They are damn cute lah. I was telling my mum how nice it will be if i have a child, i'll dress them up really nice. haha...

2moro gona start baking cookies.... Spring cleaning should start soon... Lets get busy...

Oh ya, finally i've got a job, a line which i have always avoided but no harm trying ritez... Thanks to all of u who have prayed for me and who have helped me in my job searching and companied me for my interviews... Love u guyz...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-09-17T02:24:00.000-07:00

It is 5th day of puasa... How times flew very fast. Poor mummy have a toothache so she got her tooth plucked today and was feeling unwell the past days but i think she's feeling better... I hope she gets well soon...

Yesterday was my YEC (Youth Executive Committee) Movie screening. I would like to thank, Zila and her cuzzies, Mud, Nicole, Ana and Reshma for supporting me tt day. I imagine who is willing to wake up early to catch a movie at 10? So sweet of them... They are not living nearby u know but Zila i know u will be always supporting me kan? Oh ya, i'm in charge of the children's programme so any children programmes i organise, i will keep you guys updated.... Hee...

After the movie screening went to Cheng San CC for YEC meeting. By the time meeting ended it was already 2 plus so went to Zimah's house which is opposite for prayers. After that we headed to Woodlands Bazaar with Zimah's friend. Bought tokoyaki, love it man but its not tt nice, abit dissapointed... Had much fun yesterday...

I don't know why i still care for him after all he had done. Although how much he hurt me, i have always treated him as a friend so i drop him a greeting msg yesterday and tt great friend of mine doesn't bother to reply... Ttz it, good bye friend...

I am happy now, i hope the happiness last... Insyallah...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-09-11T19:22:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of sticking at home... Housework, computer, PSP, bookz, eat.... When i got tired or bored of home, i will go out and when i went out money will be spent....

Mother was saying that i start working after my fasting month. I was thinking of that too so that i will be able to concentrate on my baking, cleaning and revamping my room(its in a mess) and concentrate on my ibadah(prayers and deeds) during the fasting month...

I'm having interview later on, pray that i will get the job cause i think the job will suits me..

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I don't want to get too comfotable or too dependable on him.... He also have his own personal life to attend to, i don't want to bother him much...

Okies, fasting starts 2moro... To all my muslim buddies, slamat menyambut bulan ramadhan yg bakal tiba... Semogo tabah meharungi dugaan di bulan yg mulia ini...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-09-09T21:01:00.000-07:00

Saturday, mummy treat me n bro to Pizza Hut... Wee... It is mum first time dining at Singapore's Pizza Hut cause we alawys dine at JB's Pizza Hut... Yeah, enjoyed the food, i ate quite alot sia... Hee... Manage to take a pic while waiting for mummy n bro to get ready...
Mummy is too full to smile... that is brother distracting me..
See the cheese... fuyoo...

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Sunday went to the market at Geylang, man it was damn pack. Ate 2 piace garlic naan and keema, it costs me $5.50 sia.. Nevermind, it was nice...

I've made my mind I don't want history to repeat itself... Glad he undestands, he left me in paece... Till now i dunno what do he see in me, a friend or just someone who fills his loneliness... Too much dissapointments can cause someone to be blinded by others sincerity...

But i'm thankful that i'm gifted with wonderful friends who created such a beautiful friendship... Ana who have always been there for me, her home is like a second home to me... 8 years of friendship have never bore us, we can met 2 times a week and never get bored of each other's company... I can't imagine life without her.... Reshma, the busy gal but never failed to try her best to spent time with me and ana...

Others who have always supported me and giving me encouragement... I love you guys... Why a i emoing today... haha... Whatever it is, i love u guys!

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-09-02T19:29:00.000-07:00

I am surprised how the weekend end up so fast.... Last week have been busy foe me. Friday morning went to Woodlands for interview but the job scope scare me and i don't think it suits me. Then spent time at Wdlands Library while waiting for my friend. We then spent time circling Causeway pnt to look for job vacancies and i end up applying for Pizza Hut and i was suppose to come down 2day for training. Wakaka, gonna bubble them...

Saturday and Sunday have a first Aid course from 9am to 6pm. It was fun, make alot of friends of all ages and since i have the shortest name and easily recognised, the instructor kept calling out my name. I passed my test! But i was dan nervous when doing the CPR... To think i was a First Aid In Charge was really dissapointing, my skills and knowledge are totally gone...

Saturday met dear Zila, and tt gal have always been the same, the crazy gal who loves to dsiturb this mad gal. She miss me, i know... wakaka... After tt i join my family at Mc near my home. Its nice to spend the day with the people who makes u smile...

Now back to weekdays, slacking and job searching. I'm really tired of job searching, all my friend were busy working or studying. Zila and Arfah is holding 2 jobs, Raz is really busy with her work at POSB, Rachel and Simran is studying very hard... Me?...

I'm not getting back at him but i just want him to feel how i felt when he once deserted me and now he came back as nothing had happened and expect the friendship to be the same as years back. He may not have changed but i do, i am not as soft hearted as he had known me years back... He may say he's taken back by my ignorance but how do i know he really meant it, how do i know he really care...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-08-28T21:00:00.000-07:00

Some people changed for the better, some people changed for the worst, some people never changed at all...

How do you feel if a friend who have left you for years and came back as if nothing had happened?

As people said it, ignorance is a bliss. It is really a bliss and it is really 'wonderful' that someone don't realise that i am being ignorant. That shows how much that someone 'care' for me.

A gathering? Why the sudden? You ignored us for years and suddenly you tell us, 'lets meet up'?

Friendship is beautiful if you are sincere but it can be a pain if you abuse it....

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-08-26T06:44:00.000-07:00

Its quite a dissapointment that i have been sending resumes for months and i have yet 2 get a job... I don't wanna admit defeat only that i felt stupid that i quit my Cheng San Community Club job. I'm missing it and only if i stayed, i'll be getting my Augusts pay soon... And now instead of staying hm as my savings is thinning, i have been going out recently... If i got a job i really need to be careful... I wanna do up my braces, i promise to pay brother half of the computer cost, i wanna take up mandarin course and thinking of getting a private degree...
Right now dun wanna think much, just wanna get a job...

I have always hoped that he came back cause i miss him lots. But i knew he won't return as he's been away more than a year. He will only came back when there is a miracle but he really came back recently thru frenster. Am i happy? I feel weird, was excited at the first place... I dunno, its really weird to keep in contact again with a friend who left u. But its not wrong to revive a friendship if tt someone is sincere... But i dun wanna be hurt again...

~simplicity is me~

2007-08-22T09:03:00.000-07:00

Nowadays i feel so tired... My mind in a mess... Just wanna get out of it. I Just wanna work(yet to find a job) spend time with my loved ones; family, cuzzies, frenz, sistaz and my daughterz... hee...

Suddenly all the problemz came to me... Friendship, work... Ok, i really need to rest my mind, i dunno what i'm talking also... I'm getting more sensitive and gets angry easily, i always pray to God that i hope to control my anger level all the times...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-08-18T08:05:00.000-07:00

Wee... Yesterday Ying treat me and Evon to Swensens, i ate mac n cheese.. Nicee... We njoyed ourselves but i tink all of us are tired...

2Day met up with Adik Nicole, she's my colleague at Cheng San CC.. She wanna shopping although i'm the one who asked her out, so we walked n walked arnd Orchard and Bugis when she finally found the bag she really loved. Happy for her or else she looked dull all the way. Oh ya, was eating ice cream at Gelare when a gal in tudung(i have been admiring her coz she's preety and the way she dressed is very stylish) walk passed me and touch my arm lightly and say something... I was shock and turned to face her and was thinking whether i know her. U know what she say,'Preety'. I was too shock and ashamed to say anything and turned back and face Nicole. Actually i should have said 'u too'. But dunno if she's sincere maybe she caught me looking at her so she said that me... Paiseh seh... Weird...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-08-14T22:42:00.000-07:00

I never thought that a person i just knew can brighten up my dayz... A friend who never failed to give me encouragement, courage and support... But the antics and jokes that cheered me up everyday... My life is full of happiness and that is why i always tried to put a smile on this friend of mine... Although our friendship is beautiful, i can sense alot of differences between us... I sense that someone gonna get hurt.. I will just pray to God that this beautiful friendship will last...

Citygal outz...

~simplicity is me~

2007-08-14T22:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a Zoo outing with Shu Ying and Evon... It was dead fun and we were damn crazy!... Heres the pictures which i captured using my HP but most of the pics was taken using Ying's camera so must ask her for it... heee...Njoy the picz...

This is abit blurred cause i have to keep zooming in as this creature was very small, 4get the name though...

Me and Dear Evon snapped pics outside Zoo while waiting for dear Shu Ying...

This sign board was taken near the bus stop.....

Me and Mr Rhino...
Singapore Zoo!

Scary huh...

We planned to go Sentosa next or Night Safari... Yeah...